methrowrock | daydream in a cup (Reply)

so, nationals are now well and truly over. what can i say about? everything has been a blur, speeding past too fast, murky flashes of emotions and rememberances. the last game, against innova on tuesday, was supposed to be the culmination of the lessons learnt from heartache, wisdom collected from tears, but it didn't turn out all that way. we won 2-1, by the way, thanks to pretty goals by the awesome midzung and emily (:D), but i didn't play to my best and though it is selfish and unfair to the team to feel this way, there is a faint pervading sense of loss and disappointment. what is worst is that there are no other opportunities to put it right, but i guess that's the way things are supposed to play out since i had my chance but didn't capitalise on it. nothing would change the outcome, so just suck it up and move on? but enough with the emo, i'm more than thankful for the lessons that football and goalkeeping had taught me. and how do i even start about the team? i don't, because there is too much to say and they shouldn't be kept rotting and stinking stagnant here. bottomline: i have never belonged to something more before and thank you for all the memories. hokay, this is getting a leetle cryptic and apocalypsenoww when no, soccer and njn2n3 are not well and truly over in my life. so here's the start of a new beginning, a new middle and a new end. and along with it, a new me who iz totarlly into studying&BOB&MATH. hold your snorts of sceptism, it WILL happen. somehow. :)