a fine frenzy

[methrowrock]

Um, most of the time, I don't feel like caring anymore. Then, comes that ten percent of the day when I would beat myself up for wasting such an inordinate amount of time. But overlapping all of that, is the thought of fuckthis,i'mgoingtowatchkoreanboybandsandbehappy. (which also comes with the selfloathing-inducing realisation of what's-the-point-of-this-hype-over-plastik-eye-candy?) It is a vicious cycle, really. I can't wait to be rid of it. In the meantine, see how I crash and burn. :)