
Pooped and kaput- it is not a good idea to binge on sleep after being starved of it for three days. And it is back to square one all over again. This always happens and this sucks- being frozen in limbo, being neither here nor there. I wish that I knew, for once, exactly where my place is. It doesn't help that I'm failing miserably and losing more ground either. Behaving like an emo nemo cracktard recently, I'm sorry, but maybe Leena's right, maybe the spirit's gone out of me. Hit me with that quote, an unexamined life is not worth living, wassat again? Something like that. Damn it. Need some good music, good films and good books to fill me up and I need them quick. (!)