metaboliao pathway
Jun. 26th, 2008 03:13 amWhile it may be heartening to know that somewhere in the heavens above, there is someone who cares enough to fulfil my request, I would have very much preferred to be ignored. Yeah, it's a nice gesture at all, but really, it wasn't necessary to execute my wish, in so brutal a way as well. Okay, it was mostly- scratch that, make it entirely- my fault to cram six months worth of notes and worksheets into six hours, but there's a part of me that shrugs and goes "what else could I have?". I don't know. I don't care anymore. Screw Maths, screw Chem, screw CTs. If I'm going to die because of CTs, then I'm going out with all guns blazing. Make a swooping fall. Crash and burn. UUUU, the symmetry of it all. Then come back with a (big) bang at the end of the year. Damn right, I will. I hope. But for now, it's back to the tiring task of hanging on tight to Buddha's leg. 1 more paper. I can't wait for freedom.