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It may been misplaced confidence but, in the past, I didn't worry much about exams and tests. Somehow or rather, I would manage to coast over with minimal effort and achieve a decent enough grade to get me to the next level. But this time, I worry. And worry. And burden my heart sick with worries. Yet, absolutely nothing has been done, with korean boybands and The Sims serving as pitiful excuses for distractions. NJC's academic environment is worlds apart from SC's but I have yet to evolve to revolve. I will never be good enough. And that applies with or without the lack of trying. So I pre-empt failure by admitting defeat and settling for less. Everytime. It is a coward's way of life. 'I shame to wear a heart so white'. Thyself is a 'lily-livered boy'.
It may been misplaced confidence but, in the past, I didn't worry much about exams and tests. Somehow or rather, I would manage to coast over with minimal effort and achieve a decent enough grade to get me to the next level. But this time, I worry. And worry. And burden my heart sick with worries. Yet, absolutely nothing has been done, with korean boybands and The Sims serving as pitiful excuses for distractions. NJC's academic environment is worlds apart from SC's but I have yet to evolve to revolve. I will never be good enough. And that applies with or without the lack of trying. So I pre-empt failure by admitting defeat and settling for less. Everytime. It is a coward's way of life. 'I shame to wear a heart so white'. Thyself is a 'lily-livered boy'.
