when your hopes fail you
Sep. 17th, 2008 06:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
methrowrockAnd that capped the end of a terrible day. Underpeformance and all.
I'm stomach sick with depression.
But maybe, it marks the advent of something else, something better but less realised. A wake-up call, hate to say you're right, GL my brudder yo. There would be other opportunities right. The birds still twitter like lovesick fools, the flowers still sing to the wind, the sun still scalds people with ultraviolet, it is not the end of the world. But why does it feel otherwise? It's immature to hyperbolise and continue ruminating about something that has already been decided while clamouring for reasons why. My brain knows that, just tell that to my heart. I would like to see that attempt succeed as well.
I'm stomach sick with depression.
But maybe, it marks the advent of something else, something better but less realised. A wake-up call, hate to say you're right, GL my brudder yo. There would be other opportunities right. The birds still twitter like lovesick fools, the flowers still sing to the wind, the sun still scalds people with ultraviolet, it is not the end of the world. But why does it feel otherwise? It's immature to hyperbolise and continue ruminating about something that has already been decided while clamouring for reasons why. My brain knows that, just tell that to my heart. I would like to see that attempt succeed as well.
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