hello, hello, are you ok?

[methrowrock]

It has been a while since the last post. I am tired of going out, of hauling myself out of bed at 7am, of spending money on set lunches and brownies- money I could have otherwise saved up for the 2009 Big Bang calendar, of having my schedule dictated by obligations and conscience. It is not shaping out to be the holidays that I had imagined. But, that is not necessarily a bad thing. What I need now, though, is a little break from people and maybe, a dash of dramas or two. I miss trainings with the rest.


That having said, here's what my days were about. Monday to Wednesday: first aid course at RCTC. Oversleeping and always breaking my promise to meet with Sheryl. :S Damp bandages and granny knots posing as reef knots. Doodling away in boring theory lessons. The standard Singaporean acronyms, AVPU, DRABCH, LLF ETC. Stuffings at lunch. Blue. Korean and the same-clothes saga. Cheesecakes. Brownies. The great brownie secret mission with Huishan on the third day. Embarrassing dance showcase by Sheryl at the staircase landing on that day too. 10 upon 10. Noisy Snapjack. Getting owned at Snapjack. Murder & Detective on the second day. Indian Poker the next. Shooting hoops and throwing plastic balls at a screen. NJRTPJC. Incessant snacking. Photo-taking, shudder. CODE BLUE. KUROSAGI. YAMAPI~~ And of course, much love to my partner Sheryl. :) Thursday: Finally, training! Dismal attendance though. But thank goodness for Sihui. :D Bad passes and lousy ball control galore. Depression. :( Then, helping grad night. Painting banners and tying ribbons. Fatfingers, die. Then, asshole taidi. Hehehehe. Terra banner painting made me realise how much I missed my classmates. Bus ride home with Dilys was a rollercoaster. Oscillated between depression at my sucky soccer skills and amusement because of where's cindy and dilys's body-numbing cringes. So that's it. Today's a bad-articulation day. :(



1) the last person who tagged you is: emily
2) your relationship with him/her is: my captain. sighhhhh. heehee!
3) your impressions of him/her is: (very very) easily entertained. super determined. passionate about soccer.
4) the most memorable thing he/she had done for you: always laughing at my jokes/expressions. :D
5) the most memorable thing he/she said to you: saying that i have a good attitude towards trainings. that prompted me to try even harder.
6) if he/she becomes your lover you will: kamikaze. :DD
7) if he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: naaaaah.
8) if he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be: that she admires NG too HAHA nahhh, i can't imagine not liking her. :)
9) the most desired thing you wanna do for him/her now is: to have the coach approved and everything and for everyone to be fit and healthy and to recruit a lot of people to join soccer.
10) your overall impression on him/her is: lamo-kia who gives her all in everything that she does, admirably
11) how you think people around you feel about you: not sure, it varies. but probably, boringly nice and friendly. :/
12) the character you love about yourself is: open-mindedness maybe.
13) on the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is: insensitivity, outgoingness and laziness.
14) the most ideal person you wanna be is: someone confident and who doesn't give a twit about what others think.
15) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you: i will spare them hehe.



The rules
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor evrywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie

Emily, Melinda, Shiyun, Zhihao and Jane, if you guys read this hehe.


Time to scout for new music, tataaa.