The Pursuit of Capital Letters

I am growing to dislike Project Work in more ways than one these days. It started small, then it grew tall. I am such a crabby patty, I'm sorry.

Today was supposed to be my gohomeearly&slack day. SHINee, Family Outing, Natsume, Soul Eater, Gintama and Code Geass were at the top of my agenda. But plans were shelved after one text message. Banner painting took precedence instead. It was fun though.

Maybe baby. Time for OP now. But first, some chocolate and a little bit of (sun)shinee wouldn't hurt right?

Lately, I have been thinking about things that used to bore me endlessly. Going on google searches for universities and scholarships, deciding on the courses I wish to study in future, reading up on the careers that come attached to such specialisation and ecetera. Yes, I should have probably done this earlier but perhaps, this signals a maturation in thought. (hope hope, my mindset has remained stagnant for ages. Time for a radical shake up, make up, break up ahaha. In the end, I couldn't resist quoting a flaky Korean boyband song) And to my surprise, it feels good to set tangible goals and take active (baby) steps towards hurdling over them. You might find it weird that my hardworking streak is suddenly activated after promos. I find it so as well. It all boils down to the belated realisation that I am seventeen++ (already!) and have nothing to show for the life that I had led thus far. Only now do I get it clear that junior college is not a time for endless mania and senseless play. It is the final frontier, come on! The last bastion of a comfortable and strictly regulated environment, the xx of a xxx, the yy of a yyy. Such luxury, such ignorant bliss. The eureka probably came too late but, I can only hope for the best now. What I can do now, however, is to plan for my future: sit for SATs! shadow an MP! participate in a MUN! attend talks by prominent names! This is what I have to do. This is my life, my future at stake. 9 to 5 in a dingy cubicle smelling of mouldy crackers is not the life I want to be leading. I can't possible afford to play around because in the end, the joke would be on me.

On a different note, the past few days have been fun. K-Box, trainings and Games Festival today. The only sour note would be PW. ARGH, PW PW PW PW PW! "You'll need a total rewrite" and crosses on nearly every page? This cannot be happening. MK had us running in circles. Now I understand the sentiment "ANTI-PW, TOTALLY MAN". But fortunately, there are still a few days left before the submission. All is not lost. NJ 090 is bringin' Glenn Lim back, yo. Ahahaha.

( Games Festival and etc )

( Trainings make me happy. )

I think I had too many serious thoughts in the beginning of the post. Time to unwind by watching a trashy cellulite show like 90210. Hoohoo. Till then.